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| Well I just got word that my brother whom passed away back in october of last year, his case thru pg county might be closed because they dont have a suspect. But the word was there were 3 guys involved . So can someone tell me how in the hell is this even possible if you knew there were 3 guys involved. I swear this system is so fucked up. I had to go get a drink off that note. Other than that I guess I am ok.. there is other stuff that i wont disclose for the moment. Maybe cause i need more immediate gratification. Oh well TTYL | | |
| I know today is VDay but it sure doesnt feel like it.Love for me this year isnt what i expected. I want to be loved and I want to give love but its hard for me. Even if i wanted to there is alot of things holding that back. I cant open up, and I dont have anything to offer.As of now and have been for a few weeks now. I have had no desire to have sex. I think that is great. Reason being is because i will know where the real love comes from and know that its not from sex. I want a man that will love me and not try to control or get mad of the decisions that i am forced to make because of my current situation. I wanna get on my feet alone. Not worry about someone saying " Well if it wasn't for me you wouldnt have this or that". I dont have time. Im going to do shit because it is convienent for me and not anyone else. GOD is really pulling out my independent side right now. I appreciate it. I am seeing alot. Just cant see what the issue is with my love life. I think this is his plan thou. He wants me to pay attention to me. I have been sitting on my ass lately and now i am starting to come to myself. In time i know i will fix the neccessary things to get ahead and get the opportunity of Love again. But thats not the plan for me i guess. TTYL | | |
| Havent been doing much. Just job searching and sleeping. hanging with friends and my lil one. I will come back when i have more to post . TTYL.
while you wait visit my myspace page at www.myspace.com/VirgoExstacy. Have alot of pics there as well even thou some are the same as here.  | | |
| I was sitting up one night thinking like dayum. A lot has changed since I was in like junior high school/ early 90's. Things just aren't the same. What I mean? I will explain.
BACK THEN:
People were able to be able to walk up to others and become friends if the vibe was right. No fussing, griting, and etc. It was easy. Everyone was friends.
NOW DAYS:
Do you notice that women can't be friends with other women. Meaning, women that can walk down the street and be grited on instanly mumbling she aint like that. Just straight hating or being jealous. Wtf
Do you notice that men on the street that say hello to women either have straight intentions on smashing/abusing/lying to them.
Do you notice that women won't give a guy the time of day unless he is fine as hell.
Do you notice that friends can't be just friends in some to most cases. Meaning eventually friends will become friends with benefits.
Do you notice that friends fucking friends are the reason there is almost slim to none changes of trust in relationships.
Do you notice when women walk down the street men will holla, but if a women don't respond you get called out your name.
There's even more I just can't think of it right now. But if you do please start you post with " Do You Notice" in the comment section. Otherwise just comment on the whole post.
Later on I will revise and add your comments in my weblog entry.
Ttyl | | |
|  Recently I have been chatting with people and been having some bright conversations. Some involving past relationships and regular struggles in life. I've taking a different approach thanks to encouraging words, and even reading post from xanga members. This will be a tough post but I feel that its neccessary to keep me focused. These are things that I learned from people and I will be editing to add throughout. In no specific order these are words and thoughts that changed me.
Kenton (My Daughters Father) : It took me some time to realize that when you have it in your heart to go after someone, you go for it. And when people or things get in the way, you still bring out your feelings and push for what you know is best. I will always love you for that.
Linda Ridley (aka dbl) : you taught me that even from a distance it can be challenging to love from a far, but the first steps are to listen and compromize. You really taught me that you have to be a good listener to progress.
Mia Robinson (Best Friend 4 Life) : when we met we were dealing with almost the same family issues. Whether you know it or not your strength in how you dealt with your situation has helped me. I'm speaking on braking the family chain. Making a difference and not following the same wrong footsteps.
Erica Paulk (Best Friend 4 Life) : you have showed me to be tough. Throughout some of the situations me an you go thru, you don't buckle down. That is one of your powerpoints and I'm glad I was around to witness.
Nate Hawkins (My male Best Friend) :
When we talked recently you explained to me that things can work if u really put your mind to it. Your presistance has showed me that you can make it work and last once you get a better understanding for the other person. Thank you.
There will be others added. This was what was currently on the brain.
What I've learned myself is that. I know there are a few people who don't care for me or don't like me..... Thanks to Tyler Perry, disliking them in return doesn't solve anything. You have to forgive, because they are sleeping at night. I would name names but its irrelevant. Cause more than likely that won't see this post anyway. FYI I no longer have hard feelings to those because its petty and that's what the devil wants me to do is hate. And I will not.
My statement for this year is
(Things will turn out good in your favor with GOD in it)
Ttyl. Just me (Tammy Williams) | | |
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